Verse 1 -
The only bright light I'm close to, is on my gas gauge
These past days, my life is like a Hail Mary pass play
Thrown blindly in any direction, each section
is lacking affection with guilty complexion
Is it my fault? Probably, it's gotta be, cause im just another anomaly
It's sad to say this, I'm not a sadist,
But when the day shifts, we'll still just play this
Game, of who's to blame
The fact is this shit will just remain the same
Cause its a cycle of false idols, and I'm in denial that there's any room for survival
Even if there was, I wouldn't be apart of it
Homicidal and the rifle is the starter kit
I try to keep my fires lit, go ahead and pick a cross - ready for a martyrs fit
And if it doesnt fit I'll try and be complacent
Nailed to the T, literally I'll embrace
When life's hard try and face it, keep up my guard to withstand all this fake shit
Never on time inspired by my lateness
Numbers don't lie but this world aint the Matrix
Im growing tired as these days start to swallow me whole
Letting me know that we're not in control
Of our destiny, it's as if life's struggle was built for me
Constructed by a demons hands, with scheming plans
While I'm sitting here, as the bleeding lamb
Sacrifical evidence, my intelligence is venomous and thats me being generous
Feeling helplessness, cause they say this ignorance is excellence

Hook -
And while they all bask in it, it's this I build my casket with

Verse 2 -
The more you age the more responsibilities
Trying to hustle for change just to pay utilities
They say the worlds lost empathy, the devil opened the door for me
At least we got chivalry
Every day I try to cope but it's hard when they hope I choke on the lines that I wrote
It's these problems I should cloak
Chris Kyle would give me props on my minds narrow scope
I've got to stay active, and request that the news plant some new scare tactics
Cause the current ones are stagnant -
Disease, famine, and war, how boring thought we went way past that
And if not, its all good its okay
I didnt want to worry about living today
Nah, let's dwell in the past, let the stress build til we're mentally harrassed
Yeah we do it all without a grasp, build up problems we never really had
Its kind of hard to stand, without a spine
Without a source of light its really hard to shine
Oh the world is yours, I wonder what's mine
I'm not a beggar but I think I'll do quite fine
You never know what you might find, I'm diggin for treasure but accidentally hit a pipeline


Hopefully its oil, nope just another septic line